Wow, that was a true back stabber right there. No matter how trusting you are, there will always be someone who will screw you over in the long run. But it is a game, so can we really be mad at her? A little part of you inside would have done the same thing because you're human.
Okay Mr. Judge, let me plead my case to the world. I'm a bitch in the morning when I haven't had enough sleep, drool on my pillow from the stupid dream I'm waking up from. I'm not the cleanest person stepping into my shoes as I get out of bed and a pair of jeans hanging off my bed post. I hate poppy music in the morning in less it's from my own choice because the vibrations make me irritated. I rather not go to school because I'm not learning anything, it's all about memorization. Every person I see in the morning, I have evil thoughts of killing them because they seem too happy at such an early hour. I'm not the nicest person to get along with because I'm either disconnected and don't give a fuck or I care too much. I have insecurities and tendencies that draw people away from me because they are not brave enough to understand. I dance around in my underwear when I'm feeling pretty and plaster makeup and perfume on my body because I feel the need. I stare at myself in the mirror way too long when I like what I see, sick little part of me thinks I'm that bitch. I like seeing certain people fail because their heads are too high in the clouds or stuck up someone's arse. My soul smiles when the rich go to jail for being greedy and when the underdog wins. My greatest fear is being alone in a room full of people I know but no one says hello. I've been struggling with weight for 5 years now and I'm still fat saying fuck it. I start things and never finish them because I fail at something in the process or someone rejected it. I give up easily because I don't see the point of making a fool out of myself, or am I the only one that thinks that. My breath isn't the most lovely in the morning and I don't always smell the best. I can't fit a size 8 because I love Krispy Kreme. I get mad easily when no one seems to care or when I think they don't. I like sitting in the rain because it gives me a numb feeling reminding me that I am alive.And yes, I'm not the best at relationships because I always think something is wrong, always the over achiever and never the winner. Thinking too much is the problem but I can't seem to stop thinking. So Mr. Judge, over and over again, I am gulity as charged.
